My everything <3

Everyday is passing so so fasst.. And this is like july? Having interns in less than a month. Less than 6mths it is gonna be 2012. What is next aft graduation? I dont know. I feel like continuing my studies but I am so tired of studying. I hate new environments. I dont like making new friends. Yes, I am quite anti-social, whatever!

I hate myself for being not discipline
I hate myself for watching too much drama
I hate myself for having diffculties to sleep at night
I hate myself for depending on bf too much